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my grampa on my dad’s side, grampa barnes (or grampa bob) just died.
he’s been in the hospital for the past 2 weeks because of a stroke, and evidently he’s finally passed on.
I just found out everything just now.
I’m feeling numb and separated and weird, like I’m in a bubble.
Just because you don’t see someone every day of your life doesn’t mean it wouldn’t hurt if they were suddenly gone.
I miss him and who he was and wish I could have had the chance to say goodbye, hug him one last time, and let him know I love him.
What is with me and my loved ones going before I get the chance?
at least he didn’t go the way dad did. he was old already and had alzheimers and had been in a home for the past few years. Everyone has their time. It doesn’t make it hurt any less.

  • cheeseboy

    *squeeze*

  • lorikitty

    *hug*

  • maryssakaye

    *hughughug*