by lorikitty
xmas – an attempt at "Dreaming"
it was recently brought to my attention that I don’t have “Dreams”, in the context of “Wishes”
sleeping-dreams I have far too many of, and far too few recollections of. >.<
but anyway! 
the last time I made a christmas list, I was 11 years old (I'm pretty sure) and I'd planned to give my gramma a kitten for christmas.
something she's glad I didn't do. that cat was awesome. her name was mittens. as you can imagine, she had mittens on her feet.
so!
Jason's been bugging me incessantly to make a christmas list, several times a day for the past week. so, I finally made one.
mostly it's a joke, or partially, or something. I put stuff on there that I usually say when someone asks me what I want for christmas, but I added big expensive items to make Jason cringe and never ask me to make a list EVER AGAIN!!
and so doing, I decided to post an entry, since in a way I'm risking all by wishing for these things. by "Risking All" I mean I usually very much don't get something when I even mention that I want it. some people have the opposite problem, where they get everything they mention they want. and then there're those who get what they want maybe half the time.
I'm one of the lucky few who has not only fate and karma after my wishes and dreams, but the damn grim reaper, too.
but anyway!
here I go, risking things all the way!
after all, it's only objects, right? I don't need them to be happy. =^.^=
- Civilization IV (pc game) – $50
- Sims2 w/all the expansions (pc game) – $150+ or something
- The Movies w/Bonus Disk (pc game) – $55
- DVD Burner 16x +/- – $30
- DVD-Rs 16x – $30
- Hard-Drive (Western Digital or Seagate, for compatibility) eide 120gig – $80
- Ram 512 pc2700 ddr sdram – $35
- 9×12 intuos 3 wacom tablet – $250-450 (checked ebay, not too bad!! someday maybe!)
- ATI Radeon 9800 agp 4/8x 128mb – $50-80 (ebay again!)
- 17″ flat panel LCD – $300
- books
- Sees Candy Chocolates
- Blue Diamond smokehouse almonds
- Drawings DRAW ME SOMETHING!
- greeting cards (with signatures an stuff, love those =^.^= )
greeting cards are really really essential to me =-.0= they’re so passe now, or something, so nobody sends ‘em. ah vhell.
I’ve got a box of all the cards anybody ever gave me, and they always make me feel good. stuff breaks, you know? or they make a newer, better one.
cards are always there, and you can see all the people you knew, and remember that they used to like you (and if you’re lucky, they still do, and even remember you!)
but anyway!
the middle of that list is mostly me thumbing my nose at jason
and I -really really really- love sees candy. really really love. a lot. bunches. WILL MARRY! =^.^=
Really, this is a list of things I plan on getting next year to upgrade my computer, but ssshhh don’t tell jason! he’s sposed to think he has to get them for me! XD I’ll let you know what happens XD
