haven’t posted in a while.
guess I only post when something happens.
been working lots. love my job.
feel very lost right now and don’t know what to do.
hurting very badly, it won’t stop. still don’t know what to do.
I want to curl up and disappear.
got the curling up part down-pat, but can’t disappear.
what am I going to do now?
stuff I want I can’t have cause I messed it up too bad.
I didn’t know this would happen.
wasn’t at all aware that things had gotten this bad.
I think I’ll follow my own advice here, though my advice-track-record thus far is rather bad.
still don’t know what to do though.
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